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Insurrection (2)

Posted by Ebonstorm on January 2, 2013
Posted in: Insurrection, Short Story. Tagged: ebonstorm, Glendale Mokoto, Hayward's Reach, holographic interface, Insurrection, Pele Mokoto, starship, supernovas, Tales of the Twilight Continuum, Thaddeus Howze, the Quantaspheric Interface, the QueEye Core. 1 Comment

Frost___Supernova_by_keepwalking07

Invasive Species and Supernovas

a tale of the twilight continuum Θ

Pele Mokoto sat back in the center of the room, trying to make sense of the impossible.

Her face was pale, her gaze haunted. She was looking into the Quanta-sphere’s holographic display. Her recliner shifted as her center of gravity moved and she reoriented the image in the center of the holodisplay. She realized this was more important than she first thought and opened two dozen displays adding hundreds of other computations and variables.

When she was done, she sat back and accelerated the flow of time in her simulation a million times. She activated the comm system with her intent and spoke to the open air. “Glen, I need you to come to QI as soon as you can. It’s urgent.”

Glendale Mokoto was coming up from the engineering section of the Hegemony’s finest scout ship, Hayward’s Reach, after recalibrating the C-divider engine matrix. The scout ship was making good time after the last set of gate jumps and would be ready for full speed operations using the CDE.

“I was going to stop and clean up, honey. Do you want to pipe it down into the shower?”

“I have compiled this data for the last two years, I can wait until you’re done. Go ahead. I will run some other near-local parallels.”

“Great, I will be right up, I promise.” Glen shot up the center of the gravity tube connecting all of the spaces on the ship. The tubes reconfigured themselves as he passed through them as his intent became to the ship’s quiet AI. Hayward’s Reach was a ship comprised of some of the most advanced sciences in the Hegemony.

He showered quickly and put on his standard uniform, stopping only long enough to change the colors, setting on a teal long tonic and cool earth toned slacks. He almost never wore shoes, anymore. It was formal night so they agreed to dress for the occasion wearing actual fabric rather than their standard holographic dress. When he made his way to the Quantaspheric Interface chamber, she was sitting in the dark, the only light in the room, glowed off of a light terminal on the chair in front of her.

“Okay, what is so important? Are you still using the Que-Eye stream to watch cross-time episodes of ‘I Love Lucy’?” The Que-Eye technology allowed the Reach to peer into the potential of nearby universe which share constants with our own and see alternative futures.

She looked up and thought about what she wanted to show and the room blazed with light. There was a blue giant in the middle of the room showing in a glorious high resolution hologram. As the image approached the star, Pele’s voice was tense and no-nonsense, “This is a blue super-giant  along the path we are using to approach the core of the galaxy. I noted it because it only recently became visible as we cleared a dust band which blocked it from view a few years back.”

I remember that band of heavy intergalactic dust. It obscured an entire segment of the galaxy previous unseen by optical telescopes, we were excited as we were seeing something never seen by any of the sentients in our section of the galaxy. The Hegemony is vast, covering over one third of the Milky Way galaxy but there are still two thirds, only visited by probe ships and the mysterious Precursor Races.

She continued. “I picked this star because it was one of the most massive on record. It has two smaller partners, about ten times the size of our sun, one of which I thought was a brown dwarf or failed star when I first looked at its energy signature. But as we got closer and I focused more of the optical array on the stars, I noticed this was unlike anything in the Hegemony database. So after another year of study. I decided to send out a scientific package. It would travel close enough, fast enough my curiosity would be assuaged, and still be fast enough to catch up to us once we passed it. When the probe caught back up today. I thought I would find… I don’t know what I thought but I didn’t think it would be this.”

The display finally zoomed in on the blue giant and then changed direction toward its smaller partner. Instead of seeing a clean bright presence, the star’s light is dim as if seen through a dense haze or smoke.

As the probe moved closer, she had the image cleaned up and what I saw was unbelievable. A network of tendrils surrounding the star at the level of the corona of the sun. These bands had to be millions of miles long and hundreds of thousands of miles across. They were sweeping over the surface of the star, nearly obscuring it from vision. What remaining light was not absorbed by the dark material, was blocked by the cloud of particles.

“What is that?” I am no scientist, but living onboard the Reach for almost thirty years now, had given me the opportunity to learn more about science than I had every planned to, so I might have, once upon a time would have been able to be called Dr. Mokoto, if I wanted to. Such things are an idle vanity, and nothing more, on the Reach. We are the only two crew members, so we can call each other whatever we like.

Pele, on the other hand, was an honest to god scientist and used her time to learn sciences from at least fifteen alien scientific scholars and the best the Humani had to offer. All I could hope is she would give me an explanation that would not require half a dozen doctorates to understand.

“It is absorbing the energy of the star, converting it into some form of computronium. It’s eating the star.”

She didn’t say anything else after that. That didn’t seem so bad. I mean, it’s a space dwelling organism, its got to eat something. “Okay, so what is the emergency? You found something you believe is eating a star. I mean it is important, but we catalog two dozen important things a year, why is this different?”

“Look at this time projection.”

This can’t be right. I know I don’t have to ask her did she check her numbers, the data is right there. I hate using the part of my brain, my new brain for superfast calculations. It reminds me I’m no longer really human. But in this instance, I could not help myself.

“Project this on to the Que-Eye, and accelerate time stamp, five thousand years a second.” In fifty seconds, the star could no longer be seen visibly. In another fifty seconds, all but the lowest wavelengths of energy could be detected. Seconds later, the star collapses and explodes.

There is a signature I did not expect to find there. There is a quantum foam transition wave, which built up as the star was preparing to nova. All matter caught in the transition would be converted to quantum foam and leave the universe for an undisclosed but finite amount of time. During this time this matter is capable of leaving C-space and traveling faster than light.

Now I am more than a bit concerned.

The blue giant it is circling would be the first recipient of the material and it is thousands and thousands of times more massive. If it were to do the same thing, the explosion would be billions of times more devastating. This would spread fast. This galactic arm is dense with stars, just like these two.

“Now, this is what I called you for. Load Que-Eye parallel, local references to this star, nearby multiversal shards, separate and extrapolate for similar occurrences of Black Ooze infestation. Find most likely and nearest shard, present expansion rate based on these calculations.”

The Que-Eye interface is an alien technology. There are only four in the known galaxy, making Hayward’s Reach a treasure beyond imagining. The technology of the Que-Eye have been extrapolated by the Hegomony’s best Minds and are used in the predictive engines created by the Hegemony for interstellar warfare, and in some of the predictions used by galactic and planetary leaderships to make good policies on their planets. But the three alien devices which are still in the empire proper, lie on the edge of the Hegemony on isolated planets, predicting the future and reading the past of a galaxy. Ineffectively, with as much accuracy as an ancient seer of the Gods if you ask the wrong questions.

We discovered something about the QI core technology. Too many questions prevent it from being useful. The very quest for knowledge sought by hundreds of scientists on the QI worlds prevent them from getting anything useful. It was only when Pele and I were alone did we discover just how powerful and dangerous these things were.

But these devices do not just predict the future or present the past. They can show parallel universes just like ours where the future or the past is different than out own. Some of these futures are so close to our own, only tiny differences separate us. We can see a universe where Earth is not abandoned to the Great Enemy and Hayward’s Reach is never built. We can see a universe where antimatter bombs did not rip into the crust of the my home planet almost rendering it uninhabitable to the stragglers who remained behind to fight for Earth.

We used it to view the past history of the Earth, to view events which might give us insight into the minds of the humans, and now recently other races with equally significant histories, like the rulers of the Hegemony, the Corvans. We have tried other even older races, but those crafty Second Races can sometimes cloak history from the Que-Eye, their understanding of temporal mechanics giving them an edge in keeping secrets.

To be honest, the Que-Eye was sometimes used in a fashion similar to old Earth’s internet, and even occasionally to look at cats, too. Pele has a particular series of stories on a QI-distant Earth, where cats have magical abilities and secret save the world on a more than occasional basis. Most of the time, it is more of an entertainment device than a tool. But in the last decade, Pele had begun putting it to use in new and disturbing ways.

The Hegemony placed the Que-Eye on Hayward’s Reach because the Botoni, plants who are scientists, believe it to be sentient and seeking information. Since the Reach would be traveling farther and faster than any ship in the Hegemony, they believed the Que-Eye should be on the ship.

They were unable to explain it to anyone in a manner we could understand, saying only that their Root had spoken and the Root was never wrong. The Root was their world-computer comprised of a network of roots circling the planet in a band thousands of miles wide. Idiosyncratic, opinionated but to their credit, they are the most decorated scientists in the Hegemony and the Corvans agreed without truly understanding. The Mariovel, who for the most part remain inscrutable in almost all things, agreed to help and grew the Reach around the Que-Eye core which was around the size of Old Texas.

Pele was entranced as displays appeared around her, her brow furrowed in concentration. The room dimmed, and grew momentarily quiet. When the Que-Eye is running, there is a background sound, barely audible, but as the images build, the air thickens as if you are mired in the flow of time itself. Images from parallel universes flow into existence building around us, or in this case, a galaxy slowly being extinguished.

A small section darkened. Then a series of novas, and a period of nothing, the black section spreading as the galaxy continues to rotate. Then another series of darkening, novas, inactivity. Meanwhile the entire black region continues to spread. New stars try to form in the darkness, but disappear relatively quickly, their tiny nova’s eclipsed by the much wider band of novas taking place on the edge of darkness. Once the darkness reached the center of the galaxy, it spread rapidly, a deadly cancer extinguishing stars at an accelerated pace.

“Look there. See the building transition wave?” She slowed the image and showed an overlapping image. I could see a transition pattern building on top of the smaller waves pushing the darkness along.

supernova

“Are you thinking it may try to spread to another galaxy?”

She reoriented the view of the galaxy we were looking at. All this time, we had been looking at the galaxy from above it, spread out below us like a giant glowing spiral. She panned the view away from the galaxy and waited for the imaging system to catch up.

No, I don’t try to understand how Quantaspheric Interface worked. The core of the Que-Eye is the size of an island and is in the center of the ship. The information processed is linked to the Mind of our ship and then translated into information we can understand in the Que-Eye imaging area or to smaller terminals on the ship.

The panning complete, we stood in awe. We could see an entire swath of the galaxies of this universal neighbor extinguished. An entire void covered the view to the port side of the local galaxy. A projected path showed this creature was one of the first things born in their Universe, and expanded with the universe, keeping a permanent footprint in the space of their universe. The scale boggled the mind. Its footprint was seen in the background radiation of that universe.

This thing is continuing to expand and could conceivably consume all the stars and hydrogen in that universe, hastening the death of their universe billions of years sooner than our own. I try not to get too involved in the mathematical, probabilities we view using the Que-Eye. It’s easy to do when we are looking at harmless fantasies or probabilities. We treat them as stories, some bright, some dark, a form of cosmic voyeurism, an intergalactic cable with an infinite number of channels. Then you see something like this and realize the Que-Eye is not a toy.

It’s a tool. A tool for a race of gods who didn’t even leave instructions for how to use the remote. Pele is looking at the footage from our universe, I see the Que-Eye coordinates reset to home. “I am going to spend the next two years, and all the computing power we can spare to study this.”

“I am not going to ask you why, because I can see this is going to be a threat. If your work proves to be true, the Hegemony is going to have to do something about this.” I shook my head, a habit I still hadn’t gotten out of.

“I didn’t show you the worst part of it.”

“What could be worse than this?”

“This. Look at these Que-Eye coordinates. These are the realities closest to us in a particular direction of space and time.” I looked at her not comprehending what she is alluding to. The stare she gave me, placed an imaginary dunce cap on my head. She continued. “Universal constants match the closest to us in this particular direction meaning this series of universes along this axis is most like us.”

“And?” Still not getting what she was showing me.

A few more waves of her hand and then I began to see. There were a multitude of universes around us, the probability map showed us at the center of the wave of universe like ours. “When I looked at the universes closest to us, I thought they were blank areas in the Que-Eye feed; like empty spaces on a radio dial. I thought they were probabilities that simply didn’t happen. With what I learned from this probe, I began to review those settings again. They were not blank spaces. They were universes which have already been consumed by this creature. The beast leaves a signature substance, a unique form of neutronium; compressed neutrons, the result of its diet of dying stars. Do you see it now?”

Yes. This creature, this first sign was the harbinger of things to come. In our universe, this creature was not one of the First Races to develop sentience. One of the Precursor Races, in their infinite wisdom, found it and destroyed it, preventing its sweeping surge which took place across other universes from happening here.

But judging from the number of probabilities this creature shows up in, the multiverse must have a great preference for it. Pele walks over to me, waving to turn off the Que-Eye, taking me in her arms.

The first thing that came to my mind was the Great White Shark. It existed on Earth for 450 million years, its evolution complete, it remained relatively unchanged as nature deemed it, a perfect killing machine. It just adapted to fit the oceans it swam in.

Just like this thing.

We, Second and Third Races in the Hegemony, like to look at the Precursors as these perfect amazing beings who lived for billions of years, evolved beyond our comprehension, leaving behind tools, ninety-nine percent of that we find, we still can’t use. But I am beginning to think the one thing they needed, they lacked… a competent exterminator.

The deadliest invasive species in the galaxy, a creature larger than anything made by any race in the Hegemony, larger than the Mariovel, a legendary race of beings who are capable of making entire habitable planets. A creature powerful enough to consume a star and breed exponentially in the space of a few hundred thousand years, is happening two dozen light years behind my ship.

And not a Precursor in sight.

Insurrection: Invasive Species © Thaddeus Howze 2012. All Rights Reserved

Hub City Blues – 2012 in review

Posted by Ebonstorm on December 31, 2012
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The WordPress.com stats helper monkeys prepared a 2012 annual report for this blog.

Here’s an excerpt:

4,329 films were submitted to the 2012 Cannes Film Festival. This blog had 18,000 views in 2012. If each view were a film, this blog would power 4 Film Festivals

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The Light at the End of the World

Posted by Ebonstorm on December 22, 2012
Posted in: Short Story. Tagged: apocalypse, Comet, doomsayers, end of the world, fire, insanity. 2 Comments

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I woke up excited for the first time in fifty years. It was the end of the world.

This time we were certain of it. Scientists confirmed it. I saw it on the news. I got up and put on a nice shirt I stole yesterday. First time I shoplifted since I was a kid. It was a riot going on that day, too.

People have quieted down since the countdown clock has been running everywhere that still has power.

People started setting their watches to the recordings that will interrupt radio broadcasts. Where you can still get radio, that is. My clock was set and reset until scientists had calculated it down to the last second.

The end of the world will be exactly 12/21/21 at 3:33 AM GMT. My pants were pressed for the first time in twenty years. I had gotten out of the habit since my wife left me. Something about my lack of driving ambition. That and the fact she thought I was crazy.

You see, I knew this was going to happen. I told everyone but no one believed me. You wouldn’t either but that’s okay. At the time, I didn’t either. I dreamed this. The date, the time, everything. I just didn’t know what I was seeing at the time. My psychiatrist called it a prescient delusion and it wasn’t anything to worry about. He said after some therapy I’d be fine. At two hundred dollars an hour, he picked fine time to be wrong.

Until newscasters started talking about it, I admit I didn’t even know what a comet was.

Yes, they talked about it in school when I was a kid, but I admit science class was not someplace I admit to paying much attention to, except when we got to cut up frogs and make their legs move when we connected them to batteries. Science, I figured who ever used it anyway.

The first time I had the dream, I was a child. It was a dark, except for fires I could see burning all around me. The city was aflame. The buildings on my skyline were all dark, like a blackout in the summer. I could hear people wailing in the distance. No cars moved, and the summer air was hot, filled with stinging smoke, which would have made my eyes water, if I could dare close them. I look up. I wake up.

I put on dress shoes and tied my tie. I learned to finally tie one four years ago because I went to a job I positively loved. They required a tie and jacket. After all those years working as an unwanted project manager for ungrateful companies, I made it into lower management. That was three years before it was discovered.

My years in the workforce were as monotonous and crushing as everything in my life had ever been. Ill-used, ill-favored, no decision I ever made worked out right, and I absolutely never got the girl. I had been told every man is the hero of his own story.

Don’t believe that. We are all extras in some famous person’s life. Just ask them. They’ll tell you.

Then I had The Dream one more time four years ago. It had been decades since I had it and I knew it immediately. I was walking the street in a nice suit. One from my new job where I was in a position to make changes I thought were important, where my voice was heard and my projects came in on time and under budget. I pushing past people on the street, running to my brownstone. They were all looking up. I knew I had to be somewhere and they were in my way.

I was running out of time. It was three AM and I promised I would be there.

Though there were no street lights, everywhere was lit, with a foxfire brilliance, light, soft, diffused, set people’s faces in an eerie glow, shimmering, beautiful, except for the rictus of horror twisted in every face I saw. Mothers holding their children, lovers embracing, people running through the streets holding TVs, their cords dragging behind them.

Despite all of this, the only thing you ever hear is the wind and the weeping. It is a constant thing, the wind. Newscasters tried to explain it but no one was listening. Something about the size and mass of the Comet. People stopped listening once they learned it would strike the Earth.

Doomsday cults appeared like roaches under a kitchen sink, first jubilant their day had finally arrived; then petulant because no one believed them, they had been right. Being right has become so important to some people. Then they grew truculent, dangerous as their righteousness overwhelmed their moral imperatives and the growing realization the end of the world included them. Fortunately, most people simply killed them outright, fearing moral and judicial authorities no longer mattered.

There was surprisingly little violence after people screaming the end of the world from every corner were silenced from a populace grown tired of fear. It was a strange precipitous thing, because it was thought to have occurred all over the world within a single day. I think a subconscious shudder through the collective mind shouted back at them. We got it. The end of the world is nigh. Now shut the hell up.

People slowly tapered off from going to work in the last year. That is where I met her in my last years working, the only job I ever loved.

She was beautiful, not the classical sense of beauty, but in a way I could be comfortable with. Not the awe-full kind of beauty which makes men stupid. A quiet beauty, one that drew me inexorably to her. She was kind even in a world gone straight to hell. I learned she was married and that didn’t matter much to me at the end of the world. She came to my house and eventually she took me to hers. Her husband had stopped speaking once you could see the Comet during the day. At night it dominated the sky but once it could be seen during the day, people began to do strange things. His lack of speech was far less dramatic than most. Suicide suddenly became a competition sport.

In comparison her husband Dave, just sat in his living room looking out the window at the damn comet. He didn’t talk. Only got up to replenish his drink, go to the john, go outside to get food. He listened to us making love frantically, desperately, in the next room. We made love under the light of the end of the world. I wanted him to be angry. I wanted him to say something. I wanted things to be normal. I wanted to believe we had a future. He never made a sound. Never moved a muscle.

I heard the pigeons on the fire escape in front of his chair fly away. The pigeons were always there and only moved when he did. It was three months ago he got up and staggered past us. We didn’t bother to close the door anymore. I can only assume he thought we were sleep, he looked in at us and then he walked out the door. He never came back.

On the last day I wanted to look my best. I told her I was going to go home and change. I didn’t live too far away, I thought today would be like any other. People had started staying home, doing very little. No one picked up trash, and it was amazing we hadn’t lost water over much of New York. I guess, unlike the garbage men, water treatment found someone willing to work during the apocalypse.

The power went out for the last time in New York at midnight. It was the only blackout we knew would happen. I had grown used to walking to her house, first in the dark, and now in the light at the end of the world.

The people were in place. The roving bands stealing right up to the end. We were all where we were supposed to be. Except for me. A traffic accident I didn’t see in my dream slowed me down. Now I would be late. I couldn’t be late. I ran. My shoes pinched my feet. I didn’t remember that from the dream either. I saw people just staring up. My alarm on my watch went off at 3:20 and I was still ten blocks away. I tore off my shoes and ran barefoot, shoving the statues staring skyward out of my way. No one objected. Most of them didn’t even notice me; and to be honest I didn’t care either way.

Fires from nearby buildings lit the street as I ran and my eyes watered and teared but nothing was going to stop me from reaching her. My alarm sounded again at 3:30 and I saw her running down the street to me.

She was wearing my favorite white blouse. The one I met her in. So many years ago when I was certain my life had turned around. It was her sad smile that told me I would spend all my life with her. I grabbed her and the smell of honey-suckle filled my nostrils. She was warm and soft. I closed my eyes. I drank in those last seconds. The wind picked up, gusting strongly now, the cries grew louder in the distance, a collective gasp against the coming night. She squeezed me tight.

She turned me and said “Look.”

My alarm went off. I looked into the light.

The Light at the End of the World  © Thaddeus Howze 2012. All Rights Reserved

Autism’s Arrow

Posted by Ebonstorm on December 20, 2012
Posted in: Autism. Tagged: autism, ebonstorm, What's it like to deal with autism?. Leave a comment

ScreenHunter_260 Mar. 02 13.21When I was growing up, I learned early that I was not like other kids.

I did not like the same things they did, did not want to engage in the same activities. They loved to play together and I could not wait to be alone. It wasn’t that they were bad or anything, they were just too loud, they wanted to touch me far too often and ask me too many questions I didn’t want to answer.

Back then, they just called me retarded.

My senses were superhumanly acute and still are. Lights are too bright, sounds too loud. My senses overwhelmed my mind and basically left me stunned for seconds after any sensory assault. I could hear the arguments my mother and father had through both doors, even across the house.

They assumed I could not hear them.

He hated me for being so different. Not at all what he expected. I wasn’t going to be a football player, or able to play any kind of sports. I would be lucky if I could cross the room without falling down. He said it far too regularly.

I hated him for it.

I could hear conversations between my mother and my teachers about my appearance of retardation and the limits of the educational system to effectively help me to develop. I could smell the terrible perfume my school principle wore that left a trail to me for hours after she had past by.

I could smell it for hours.

It overwhelmed me and left me dizzy and nauseous. People would think I was crazy if a highly perfumed person would walk by and I would be frozen like a deer in the headlights. I also remember the smell of my third grade teacher, Mrs. Levy. There was something about her scent that focused my attention and reduced my stress levels. I later learned it was lavender and jasmine scents that did not overwhelm my senses or my mind.

My sense of taste was one of the worst, it was so sensitive I couldn’t stand to eat.

Bitter things tasted like batteries, sour things felt as if my tongue was being set on fire. Half the time, the smell of food made me want to throw up, but other times, the taste of some food was so good, I could not stop eating, even if I wanted to.

I did note that some of the foods that provoked such a strong reaction I was deathly allergic to, such as crab and lobster. To this day, I barely touch them no matter how delicious everyone around me tells me they are. I craved the taste of salt. Nothing was ever too salty for me. Salt and vinegar ships were my secret craving for almost two decades until I learned how dangerous sodium was.

I was especially susceptible to sweets.

Sugar felt like an explosion in my mouth and it made my entire body tingle for minutes. Even as an adult I have to monitor my sugar intake because I still have a strong reaction to anything sweetened. Strangely enough, artificial sugars make me sick as a dog. I can taste them in a single mouthful of anything.

I could hear things in my head and I realized I was the only one hearing them.

I could hear the radio that was playing in the car on my way to school. I could hear every song, every commercial, for the entire period we rode to school. Fortunately, the entire trip only took ten minutes because for the rest of the day, I could hear that same ten minutes over and over again, blocking out all other interactions with people unless they were annoyingly persistent.

Most people thought I could not hear them. They were right, I didn’t. All I could hear was that ten minutes in the car. Gradually it would fade, unless something reinforced it. Of course, this included itself. So the longer I listened, the longer it persisted.

I didn’t just hear the music, I could see it.

I could see the different pieces playing in the band and each piece was a separate sound, soundtrack, each having its own pattern. I could isolate that sound and only hear it, if I wanted to. As a child, I was compelled to tear sounds, particularly music apart because of its structural complexity.

By the time I was in the sixth grade, I was reading at a college level. My mind suddenly exploded with a desire for information. My math skills also shot up to a twelth grade level. I was allowed to skip two grades in school because there was nothing they could teach me and I had no social skills anyway so it was just as well. Then they called me gifted because my mind and senses had come together in a powerful manner.

But I still couldn’t talk to anyone.

Conversation worked the same way, I could hear everything people said and what they didn’t say. The funny part is autistic people are not supposed to understand what people are meaning when they speak. While that may be true for some of us, I figured out what it meant for me.

I learned: What people say and what people mean are not the same thing.

I can’t always hear what you say. But I am aware of what you mean on the inside, the subtext, the lies. See, that is the problem for me. I don’t lie. I assumed growing up, everyone was like me. That is what causes the cognitive dissonance when some autistics talk to you. They are telling you what they mean, they assume you are doing the same.

But I learned you don’t.

You never say what you mean. You never tell the truth, because this society does not reward the truth. Your society is built on lies. So if you are to survive, you learn to lie. And you are so adept, it is so ingrained, you never think that anyone can see you or hear you or know that you are doing it.

You are wrong. We see you. We feel you. It hurts us. Stop doing it. But we know you won’t.

Today they call me autistic.

I learned to live with you.  I learned not to stim in public. I hide my idiosyncratic behavior behind other acceptable behaviors. I still stim to help me cope, it just looks like something else.

I learned to eat the right foods, I learned to darken my home, reduce my lights. I learned to reduce my stimulation. I learned to regulate my music. I learned to wear close-fitting clothing that soothed my need to be touched but not by people I couldn’t trust. I learned to drive.

I learned how my superior memory (a burden as a child) could aid me at my job. I became a font of knowledge about what I do. I learned to trust my instincts about the things that came natural to me.

I learned to love myself because I was still important, even if no one understood me.

I found a career, even if I didn’t go to college, because I could not stand the lighting or the crowds, or the desks or the rude students and even ruder teachers, I still used my powers, to excel at my job; with ease.

Yes, to me they seem like powers, the things I can do.

I don’t lie to people. I have no need. I have no fear of false authority, I will find a way to do what needs to be done. I can hear things across an auditorium, I can tell when people lie to me, I can tell when there are artificial chemicals in my food, I can read a paperback in an hour and retain it for a decade, I can repeat anything I heard for in the last hour for a month. I can watch a movie and remember it forever. I can synthesize information from a number of different sources, at the same time and utilize them in new ways. I can store variables in my head and juggle them like oranges.

No, I may not be the most graceful, or the most beautiful, but what have you done with your gifts? Squandered them on reality television, alcholic binges, drug addictions, strange vanities, political parties that cater only to their wealthy masters. You have forgotten each other. You are losing your ability to adapt and create.

Creation and adaptation is a natural thing for me. To live with you, I had to learn them.

The future of the world lies in the creation of new ideas. I’ve created new ways of doing things, you could not see, out of things you could not even imagine.

I succeed where you say its impossible.

I made relationships with people who were different from me and likely from you. Not all of us can do the things I can do. But many can. And some can do things, even I am amazed at. But your world has been changed by us. We existed before now and likely much of what you use as innovation came from someone like me.

You know who you are. Those people who think there is something about me that needs curing. Those people who hold on to the idea that you are superior to us.

The truth is more terrible for you.

Ultimately, the things I can do, make me the future of this planet. And with my powers harnessed, you will be unable to stop me. There are more and more of us everyday. And we will learn to harness our powers, in time.

You are being replaced.

Do I contradict myself?
Very well then I contradict myself,
(I am large, I contain multitudes.)

—Walt Whitman

Autism’s Arrow  © Thaddeus Howze 2011. All Rights Reserved

Sisters

Posted by Ebonstorm on December 20, 2012
Posted in: A Fall to Earth, Chapter, Short Story. Tagged: A Fall to Earth, Africa, animals, climate, ebonstorm, elephants, ghosts-that-walk, Hub City Blues, little walkers, nature, psionics, Serengeti, singularity. Leave a comment

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An excerpt from a fall to earth Θ

2072 Common Era, five years after the Singularity Disaster

The air was hot and still.

Not a surprise considering the time of year, but by the Serengeti’s standards this weather exceeded even her hottest, by a wide margin. This year her grasses were tall and luxurious despite the terrible heat, hiding her animals from the common eye and the trained one alike. At a casual glance, nothing appeared to move save the heat ripples across the horizon. Even her most fearsome insects, bloodthirsty and ever-hungering seem to be conserving their energy for the cooler part of the day.

This was a day like millions that came before it, embodying the nature of life and death on this plain, a dance older than any recorded history. The Serengeti was a place where these two realms met. This mistress of two realms noticed as the grass became still, the lions paused their attack on helpless prey, as zebras sensed something more frightening than the lions who stood mere yards from them. A presence more formidable than anything that has come before it. Something so terrible swept through her that everything froze, hid and waited for it to pass. Mighty herds grew silent and the coughs of the lions faded into the distance.

The slow-moving air carried the stench of death and decay, not the natural scent common to this area, not the blissful scent of carrion attracting their share of lazy scavengers, nor of a death by natural causes, that musty death of a creature that slowed and eventually stopped moving, or the most terrible of all, if you are an antelope or gazelle, savaged, smothered or battered to death by the ghosts of the Serengeti, her big cats. This smelled of none of those good deaths.

Death at this scale was not common and everything here knew that, even if they could not determine the cause or the source, avoidance was the best choice. The death wind blew through the city of Dodoma. The Serengeti did not like Dodoma. It was crowded, the creatures there did not move, they did not migrate, movement was life, everything knew that except for these creatures. The Serengeti did not like the waste, the noise, the fire-less smoke that always emanated from it. The stones-that-moved-and-roamed were tolerated because they often wandered amongst her people, her herds and in the beginning there was balance.

The longer the creatures lived there, the less balance there was. The Serengeti had taken to sending the ghosts to Dodoma. For a time, the creatures hid in fear, as they should, but eventually they returned in greater numbers. The Serengeti, infinite in its patience and long in it lifespan would simply wait for the creatures to drown in their filth.

There was certainly enough of it. They would eventually go away. Badly behaved creatures always did. But today, they did not go away. They did not migrate, they did not gather their food, their young, their water, they did not leave a trail of waste to nourish all life on the Serengeti.

They simply ceased to be.

The Serengeti was not displeased. But all of its people, its herds, its hunters, its scavengers and its ghosts did tremble and wonder what was different. Dodoma was now filled with one million dead and no sign of what caused the Death that Walks.

A group of elephants, sisters all, roamed the Serengeti as they had for thousands of years. At first glance, there would be little to tell you different about this group than about thousands of elephants who had come before. But look a little longer and you can tell this group is different. Grey and dusty, these desert titans shepherd a tiny group of non-elephants with them.

Tired, dirty and quietly clustered together, with rags for clothing, hair matted and reeking of sweat from too many days in the plains sun without bathing. The elephants find this smell quite distasteful but continue their duties, with a clear sense of obligation.

The Serengeti guides them toward water with its well worn breezes, flapping the tall grass, bringing the scent of water, leapers and ghosts. Leapers were always plentiful this time of year and the Sisters always found their antics amusing. The young ones, ever inquisitive, always wondered why they could not leap. The answer was always the same, we are not leapers. We are the Walkers. We do not run. We do not leap. We Walk. The Serengeti is our mother and our guide. We fear nothing and harm no one. The answer only seemed to last until the next time they saw leapers.

One larger female, her body older, worn and leathery, her eyes bright with intelligence and her pace filled with the wisdom of many Walks, moved away from the group and she pauses to sniff the air. At first, nothing, then the slight tingle of black-burn from the rocks-that-roam, human sweat, rank with the overtones of meat and fire smoke. Tiny Walkers, the ones who act like ghosts, hunting and killing but they are not our Walkers, she remembers the words, our humans. These are the Ghost Humans. They kill everything they see.

She closes her eyes and opens herself up to the horizon. The Serengeti reveals them to her; they are behind them, about two thousand steps. She calls to her sisters, who immediately surround their young and their tiny walkers. In her mind, she sees the Ghost Humans moving as fasts as the Ghosts they emulate, streaking through the tall grass, bouncing in their rock-that-roams with their terrible fire-sticks. Like the Ghosts, their fangs flash with their excitement of the hunt.

Aniel said to call them guns. Aniel always knew the words to things. Aniel was gone, taken by Ghost Walkers, not these but others. Others that we will find. We will find Aniel. In the meantime, we will do what she asked. Orienting herself to them, she gathers the strength of her sisters.

The aged female sees in her mind, the skins of the Serengeti’s ghosts across the back of the rock-that-roams and though she has no love of the Serengeti ghosts, no person should ever be treated as such. The Ghost Humans continue to approach and it is clear they are following the Sisters. It is as it should be. It is said that all things meet in the Serengeti eventually. The Sisters wait and the young grow restless, as is their wont. The tiny walkers say nothing, and after a while sit, slack jawed and boneless upon the grass. Without Aniel, they say nothing, they only follow the Sisters.

The Eldest opens her eyes as the rock comes into view, trailing a terrible cloud of smoke and dust, its roaring increasing as the Sisters come into sight. The Sisters stir but do not move, only their ears and tails continue their ceaseless twitching. The Eldest begins a deep sonorous moan and her sisters also follow, in concert. A rippling occurs through the air and gathers in front of the Eldest. The Sisters’ dirge grows louder and the tiny ones cover their ears. The young ones fall to the ground as if dead.

The Eldest stops to read the wind and the approaching Ghost Humans, whose intent of blood and murder is written on the afternoon breeze mingling with the scent of other dead Sisters and skinned Ghosts; all of these hunter’s earlier kills, collected as vile and disgusting trophies. The Sisters stop their singing as the Ghost Humans raise their fire-sticks, guns, and the energy that the Eldest was holding was released.

In that moment, the Serengeti breathed, a single collective breath, something that moved through all the nearby living things. The Ghost Humans breathed in that collective breath and when they exhaled they fell over dead; no marks, no scars, nothing to indicate their passing. Their collective breath returned to the Serengeti, their mother and their home. The Eldest turned away, horrified at all the waste. The loss of life.

She returns to her Sisters who touch her and console her while she weeps. They waken the young ones and the tiny walkers and they continue toward the waterhole they can smell just a thousand steps in front of them.

Sisters © Thaddeus Howze 2010, All Rights Reserved

 

A Dollar’s Worth of Cure

Posted by Ebonstorm on December 12, 2012
Posted in: Fiction, Short Story. Tagged: bank, bankruptcy, ebonstorm, economic collapse, finance, from real life, hospital, insurance, penal system, prison. Leave a comment

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My name is Winston Churchill. Yeah, my father thought it was a hoot too. As far as I know, it’s the only thing he ever gave me. That and his damned defective genes. As I walked into the bank that muggy Florida morning, I had reached the end of my rope.

I lost my job three years ago. I hadn’t had real work since.

I was an IT guy for a reputable firm that was making money like they owned a printing press. I was a junior executive, not living in luxury, I mean, this was California, but I could afford a nice house, a decent car and the love of a fine woman. Given where I started in life, this was pretty damn good.

We moved to Florida when the firm decided to relocate from California. I hate the cold so when the choices were the New York office or the Florida office, everyone agreed Florida and Disneyworld were the ticket.

We packed up our small California home, sold it for a pittance in a slowly collapsing market and considered ourselves lucky to be leaving the Golden State, where you needed to have gold to do anything at all. My wife, Emily had bought the house before we met, but we had lived in it for a decade and had done a lot of work on the property, re-tiled the roof, put up a new fence with our own hands, no contractors, painted, had a little garden in the back; a home we were proud to own.

Things started going wrong as soon as we got here. We had come out to find a house and the Realtor failed to secure a deal on the home we had chosen. We ended up in a tenement on Mirror Lake. She promised this would be a temporary condition but we ended up there for a year.

Then came the financial collapse in 2009. I lost my job. Unexpected. Unprepared for. My wife was a trooper, she found a job as a office admin to keep the money flowing and our son, a bright and funny ten year old, kept a stiff upper lip.

“The only thing we have to fear Is fear itself,” was something he would always say to me after I spent the day looking for work. It was my own fault, since I taught it to him after his first altercation with a bully. I know he was trying to cheer me up and I held it together most of the time until I started getting ill.

It wasn’t serious at first, just a bit of a cough. A flu which seemed to take forever to go away. I have to admit I enjoyed the attention. Being home all day was maddening. My wife’s chicken soup however was to die for.

It has been a couple of years and the economy was completely in the tank. I hadn’t been able to find anything resembling my previous pay scale and after a time, I couldn’t find or keep any work at all.

After a few more months, my wife tried to force me to go to the hospital. I refused at first, telling her hospitals are where people go to die. The truth was I was terrified of hospitals. Everyone I ever knew who went to one died there. I never remembered leaving a hospital in a state of happiness. I was not disappointed.

We ended up going to the emergency room on Christmas Eve. I was sick as a dog, fevered, chilled, throwing up all over God’s green Earth. At two in the morning, wearing my pajamas and slippers. My wife could barely get me into the car before I passed out. I know she violated several traffic laws getting me there.

God, I love that woman.

I woke up on a gurney in what I would describe as a hospital in crisis. The place was just shy of a bachelor’s pad in terms of cleanliness. Complete with flickering lights, patients queued up in the halls, angry-looking medical staff with dark circles surrounding their bloodshot eyes. I don’t remember talking much, the nurse who was taking my insurance information didn’t look very happy and then my wife went berserk. There was screaming and shouting and then I was admitted. Hurling bloody vomit didn’t hurt, I’m told.

I was stabilized, tested and kicked out as soon as they were able to do so. Which was just as well. I thought I might die there by catching something like flesh eating bacteria from the dirty damn toilets in that place.

I got the call from their diagnostic center a week later. You see, I have stomach cancer. The doctor gave it an extensive and impressive name and I completely tuned him out, because the phone conversation I had before he called had completely unnerved me.

My insurance was cancelled. The company has gone on the cheap when they purchased it the previous year, they hadn’t bothered to tell us. So just like that I learned I needed thirty thousand dollars worth of treatment and I needed it yesterday.

I didn’t know what to do, but panic wasn’t my thing. My wife was making about twelve thousand dollars a year, but I discovered we made too much for Medicaid or any other kind of government social program. We could get food stamps but that would not cover my medical bills. I wasn’t disabled so I couldn’t get Social Security benefits.

I was simply ass out.

“Mister Churchill, you need to begin treatment right away.” The doctor was talking to me behind the hospital having a smoke break. This was the only place any of the hospital staff could smoke without any difficulties. I agreed to talk to him there because he felt compelled to help me but didn’t want to have to explain to anyone why he wasn’t getting paid for his time.

“Does it have to be here?” I was hoping there was someplace else but I would do it here if I had to.

“No, Florida has plenty of places you could be treated. Your cancer is treatable if we get to it early.” Another long drag as if he were lifting the world from his shoulders. He looked at me with rheumy eyes. “I know you don’t have any medical insurance. Does your wife work?”

“Part-time, and she won’t be getting benefits until she works there for a year.”

Dr. Fadi hurriedly lit his next cigarette from the one he was already smoking and he leaned in close to me in a way that made me believe he was going to tell me a state secret. “Prison.”

“Excuse me, doctor?” I wasn’t sure what he had said or what I heard, so I asked again.

“The Florida penal system has a medical capacity capable of treating your cancer. If you were treated for two years, the prognosis would probably be better than a seventy-five percent chance of recovery, even under those conditions.”

“You mean under prison conditions. You’re joking right? You are advocating I go to jail?” In that moment, I realized where I was standing and the smell of rotting garbage from a nearby dumpster overwhelmed me. But it was his body language which revealed the truth. He was slumped over, his not-so white lab coat, rumpled, his hair disheveled. This was an unbidden and unwanted truth, something he spoke of with shame, both of the need and his inability to offer anything else.

“No… If anyone asks me, I will say we haven’t spoken since your admission to the emergency room. I have no recollection of any conversations except for me informing you of your stomach cancer. I won’t remember any such conversations regarding anything which might have caused you to go to prison in the state of Florida where you might be able to receive treatment for your cancer which requires aggressive and immediate treatment, but not so immediate any emergency room will take you or try to treat you long term. Without such treatment, you will likely die in two to three years.”

“In other words, good luck.”

“Good luck, Mr. Churchill. I have to get back inside.” I think it was the scent of urine or garbage which drove the poor man back inside. I never saw Dr. Fadi again. He would be kind enough to provide the test results later when I needed them. He was, as best he could be, a good man.

I left the hospital parking lot, marveling at my freedom. My ability to walk the street, seeing people shopping, smelling spicy foods I hadn’t noticed until now, suddenly aware of what I would have to do. I stopped and borrowed a pen and a piece of paper from a young man sitting at a fast food restaurant. A quick flourish and the deed was done. I thanked him and folded up my note. I meant to call my wife but I knew if I did that she would talk me out of what I had to do.

I knew I wanted to be there for my son. My father left me before I could walk. I couldn’t do that. But if I died, it would be the same thing. A prison sentence meant I might never work for anyone important again. No one hires ex-cons.

No one hires dead people, either.

I was fifty years old when I walked into that air-conditioned bank. It felt so good after the heat of the coming noon. My mind raced. God-willing, I will be fifty-three when I walk out of prison. If I walk out of prison. So much could go wrong with this. Don’t think. Just do it.

I am grateful this bank doesn’t have those impersonal four-inch plexiglass shields so common in California banks. The nice young lady behind the counter smiles at me. Her makeup and hair were perfect. On any other day, I probably wouldn’t have noticed. Today, she was a goddess. I hand her my note, careful to keep my other hand menacingly in my windbreaker pocket.

She stops smiling and waves to her manager. He turns a pale shade of grey and fades into the back of the bank. She gives me one dollar. The one dollar I asked for in my note indicating this was a robbery. Once I have it, I take my hand out of my pocket and I fold it up slowly and deliberately while people wonder what’s happening.

I waited patiently until the police arrived. I cooperated fully. Knelt down, put my hands behind my head, and I lay face down onto the floor. But, internally, I questioned what drove me to this. As they march me to their patrol car, I coughed a deep wracking thing, pain so sudden, I am surprised as my body spasms uncontrollably in the too-tight handcuffs. Unconcerned, they pick me up and throw me into the police car, ensuring I don’t bump my head as they put me in.

Another spasm and coughing fit struck.

Blood splashed my lips and the interior of the patrol car. My mind was made up, written in the crimson stains as they dripped inexorably down the glass. The cops looked back, momentarily unreadable, their gazes flinty and cold. They turn away, disgust flickered across their faces.

“Goddamn druggies,” whispered the driver under his breath. I was past caring. The metallic smell of my blood mixed with the unpleasant perfume of other effluvia whose remnants also lingered there; the scent of unwashed bodies, cologne from some dandified pimp, vomit from a heroin addict de-toxing. I was in excellent spiritual company.

The judge sentenced me to thirty-six months citing it as my first offense.

I’m alive to tell you this story five years later and I’m still in remission. I now work for myself.

A Dollar’s Worth of Cure © Thaddeus Howze 2012, All Rights Reserved

The Aspect War – Prologue (0)

Posted by Ebonstorm on December 2, 2012
Posted in: Chapter, Short Story, The Aspect War. Tagged: angel, Babylon, Death, Hell, Malik, religion, Sigil, spirituality, sword, The Aspect War, The Director, Tiamat, War. Leave a comment

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Slumber

She slept.

If you can call this thing of nightmare a her; dragon scales rippled with a watery sheen and the ever-so slight rise and fall of her breath. Each scale shone as if it were comprised both of darkness and the tiniest slivers of light. It was once said that, to stare at them was to be lost in their shimmer, and for a moment witness destruction spanning thousands of years in a single second. Seeing her was to court madness.

She dreamed. She once roamed the Earth, free and the world trembled. She inspired legends of terrible djinn,  fiends from worlds beyond, all were tales of her or her many, many children. She incited madness, lust for power, and ultimately the destruction of all she and her children touched. Sodom and Gomorrah were both victims of her wrath. Mad prophets would later claim it was some other god. Soon after, she consumed said prophets; mangy, stringy things, which stuck in her teeth and gave her a bout of indigestion, but could never find all of the books that took the credit away from her and were later published.

Thinking of those mad prophets made her think of dusty Babylon. Brilliant Babylon knew how to treat a being of her stature, they worshiped her, revered her and gave her the proper homage until they too betrayed her. Cast her into darkness, silenced her destruction. As a parting gift she destroyed their Hanging Gardens and left a seed that would ensure their ultimate destruction.

They could not kill her, she was a god. But they could imprison her and cast her into a darkness that lasted for millennia. A cooling soothing darkness, one which softened her rage, quieted her powers and hid her from the view of man. The darkness was connected to the Void and the Void was everywhere and nowhere.  And for a time, she was forgotten. Many of her children were destroyed by heroes of various ages, eventually forced into hiding or exile, lest they too be destroyed. And they too were forgotten.

The darkness hid her terrible bulk, shuttered away beyond the light from the early morning. The green canopy overhead blocked all but the most determined of misty light and kept much of her from view. The monolithic temple hid the rest of her. She was not a thing most humans would want to see. In fact, no human had seen her this way for over a thousand years. Those that had, inspired new religions, talk of serpent gods and the destruction of the world.

She slept easily during those times. They made sacrifice to her and she grew strong again. But she could not attract attention. So during the night, one night a thousand years ago, she drew her new people to her into the Void and they waited, serving her, making new things, and waiting. No human had seen her since. And she preferred to keep it that way, until the prophecy spoken of two thousand years ago came to pass.

This dragon, this monstrosity of scales, this frightening creature of myth and legend, this mother of monsters, eater of men, ravager of worlds, slept deeply and dreamed of mad prophets who said she would return to the world. She had a special penchant for those mad prophets, who even today, preached the revelation of her return, free from constraint, free from morality, free to sow and reap humans like the wheat of dusty Babylon. Such dreams gave this living monstrosity a fearsome shudder and the humans nearby for a thousand miles, in every direction experienced an earthquake.

These quakes were becoming more common for them, more powerful, some causing nightmares. Dreams of more terrible quakes to come, some that spoke of a time, where monsters would rise up and slay men and bathe in their blood. No one ever spoke of such nightmares. Even to acknowledge them seem to drive men to madness. So most kept doing what they always did, living lives of quiet desperation.

Even in her sleep, their fear and terror fed her, pleased her, and for a moment excited her. Then she returned to sleep, a deeper sleep, and in that sleep, she dreamed again. And often those dreams were the stuff of human nightmare, capsizing ships, destroying buildings, releasing volcanoes. Today she dreamed a dream of modern life, putting on a business suit, dark blue, carrying a slim and stylish briefcase and going to work; an insurance firm in New York City, specializing in insuring the rare, the expensive and things so valuable they were irreplaceable. She would not work there very long. Just long enough to ensure that some of those things would cease to exist, through unfortunate accidents, hostile takeovers, theft, extortion or murder; a woman simply has to have hobbies between attempts to destroy the world.

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He woke.

The first thing he noticed was the chill. It was a pervasive thing, it felt as if it froze the very marrow of his bones. Not normally affected by weather, he found the sensation unpleasant, but not unbearable. Standing up, he began to take in his surroundings. There was no light — no that is not right, there was no normal source of light. No lantern, no torch, no lamp, no light bulb; yet the room gave off a subtle luminescence, centered on where he sat. Driving his vision further past the illumination, he noticed that there was a radius to the field of unlight and the area he was sitting in was larger than he was able to initially perceive.

“Curious.” The sound of his voice, flew free. Encoded with his desire, it fled into the darkness and did not return. The very nature of its failure told him everything he needed to know. This subtle use of his power told him he was not in the world as he knew it. He realized he must be in a nearby Shard or worse, lost in the Void. As he considered this, his apprehension began to take shape.

Almost casually, he inspected himself and found everything seemed to be normal. He was still wearing the grey and black suit and vest common to his attire and the last thing he remembered wearing to work. His shirt was still the silken, Italian blouse he favored for formal meetings. He was wearing his favorite leather shoes, with an added non-slip surface beneath them. Not that he ever feared slipping, but it was a habit from a bygone era when one’s footing might cost one’s life. And until now, He had been very careful.

He looked down at his hands. They were still the strong hands of a Roman soldier, a bit more weathered, a bit less callused, but still capable of relieving a man of his life with a variety of tools. But the thing he was looking for was gone. His ring was missing. The sigil of his power was missing. This did not mean he was powerless, it meant that for his duty to continue, the ring moved to his successor. That meant he could not leave this prison. And that his power was in the hand of a mortal, for the first time in two millennia. A mortal He truly loved but had poorly prepared for this day.

He could only hope that his impressions all those decades ago were right.

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The Director tried to wake from a dream that seemed overwhelming real and quite visceral. It was not his normal condition to dream, having not done so for many years since coming to work at Death, Incorporated. Having not dreamed in decades, left him open to the strange, surreal nature of this dream. He was standing in the middle of a field surrounded by monstrous creatures of all shapes and sizes, wielding a sword of ice and shield comprised of a field of force laying waste to everything around him.

In the distance, he could see demons and angels flashing swords of flame and lightning, illuminating the battlefield. This seemed to last days and nights and then with a final flash of lighting, the battle ended. He was the only thing standing unscathed on the field. Taking in the horrible vista, he wept, openly.

Time passed.

Sensing moving in the corner of his eye, he turned and dropped his terrible, ice-sword, which froze the very air near it and the blade shattered as it struck the ground. It was an Angel still moving slowly, feebly trying to remove the corpse of some horror draped across it. The Director found himself striding toward the Angel with a strange ambivalence in his core. Grabbing the nearest limb of the giant white gorilla, he flung it from the Angel, who sat up.

“Did we win?” the Angel croaked, his voice dry and likely burned from angrily flung cocoastrum during the battle. “I can’t see you, please come closer.”

“No, I do not think your side won,” the Director intoned gravely, “we are the last things alive here, so I can safely assume, my side did not win either. Do you have a name?”

“I was once called Malik, the Guardian, and I guarded the doors to Hell,” the Angel glowed visibly upon the recitation of his former station and for a moment seemed more majestic than his current condition, covered in the blood and offal of other creatures would allow.

“You may call me, Aurelius,” the Director said. “I think I was once the general of this army but now I am not so sure.”

“Well met, former general of a once mighty army. You must have been formidable to have defeated this mighty Host…” Malik began. “I cannot remember why we were fighting, though General. Do you have any memory of the conflict?” The Director seemed surprised by the Angel’s confession and had to think deeply himself.

“To be honest, I have no memory of why or how this battle took place. I am willing to forswear any further conflict if you are, Malik of the Angelic Host.” The Director’s feeling in this regard seemed sincere, even as this very real dream transpired.

“General Aurelius, as much as I appreciate you taking the time to free me from confinement, I am not able to forswear violence toward your person. There is still the matter of the Heavenly Host who even now, tell me to rend thee, limb from limb.” Malik seemed pained to admit this and sat back on his haunches and spread his wings. While he was sitting, he appeared to slowly get cleaner and his injuries began to shimmer and heal themselves. “Perhaps we could simply sit a bit longer and see if we can untangle this since there is no one here but you and I. Perhaps we can come to an agreement.”

General Aurelius – the Director took in the scene and for a moment was surprised by the carnage – there seemed to be a variety of warriors from a variety of ages, lost in time and space, vast incredible armies with amazing technologies all lay about the battlefield. The General’s senses transcended the five and with his extended awareness could see ripples in time and space where these armies were snatched and conscripted. He could also sense the ruptures that the enemy used to reach this battlefield between Time and Space. Until he used those senses, his awareness was limited to this place, this space, this time, suddenly he was aware of a thousand times, a thousand places, where He reigned and suddenly realized where and who He was.

“Malik, Angel of the Host, I declare this conflict completed. And as an act of Mercy, I shall allow you, the final survivor, to return to your Host. Remind them, this is our final conflict. The next time we meet, I shall destroy you and your utterly. Know this and never return,” the pronouncement was clearly delivered and chilled the very air around the both of them. There was a weaving of force, of malice, of murderous intent in those words. The General was sure his words were relayed to the Host, even as he said them.

Malik, clearly shaken by the tone, and the message, stood and suddenly his twelve foot stature, seemed to overshadow the tiny General before him. “General, looking around the battlefield, it is clear that you and I are at the locus of something terrible, but I do not believe that you are in any position to make demands, or to cast threats. From where I stand, it is you, who should be looking at surrender. I am Malik, the Guardian, the warder to Hell, the hand of God and Sealer of Doors. You are in no position to make demands.” Malik suddenly burst into white flames and a blue flaming sword appeared in each of his hands.

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The General looked at the Angel and was momentarily in awe. “Beautiful.” With a momentary pause, he whispered, “I’m sorry.” The General raised his hand and suddenly the Angel appeared to be in a fearful wind, his flames flickered and were blown backward, wisps blasted back as the wind increased. Malik roared and leapt forward, blades flashing forward, blue fire glowing like the sun. The General Aurelius, the Director, watched in horror as his outstretched fist clenched and some unknown force exploded forward and simply erased the Angel Malik, Guardian and Warder to Hell, Hand of God and Sealer of Doors, from existence.

The Director screamed, a long wail that caused fear in all who heard it, and then he woke, his right hand burning. On his hand was the ring from his dream, bearing the Aspect Skull of Death backed with a nuclear plume, the symbol of the destroyer of Worlds.

The Aspect War © Thaddeus Howze, 2011, 2012, All Rights Reserved

Hayward’s Reach

Posted by Ebonstorm on November 27, 2012
Posted in: Chapter, Hayward's Reach, Short Story. Tagged: bomb, celebrated hero, Cognoseti, Earth, galaxy, gate system, Glendale Mokoto, Hayward's Reach, Henrenki, last hero, Pele, science fiction, Sjurani, space opera, star gate, starship, Twilight Continuum, videogames. 3 Comments

a tale of the twilight continuum Θ

From the ansible memoirs of Exalted Scout, Glendale Mokoto, Hero of the Exodus Wars and the Fall of Earth. These are an amalgam of the earliest recordings before he was presumed lost.

Two hundred years ago, I was nothing special. I had no extraordinary abilities or talents. I was not blessed with superhuman strength like members of the New Order, genetically manipulated to be the perfect human specimens, trained and bred to be the ultimate warrior protectors of the human race.

I did not augment my mind with sentient mechanical intelligence like the Cognoseti, who became human predictors of the future of man. It was their wisdom that discovered the Earth’s greatest hidden secret; that we were not the first creatures on Earth to evolve into sentience. These human machine hybrids would later house the first true machine-descended intelligences in human history.

I did not mingle my DNA with those of animal species to garner advantages lost by the development of our bigger brains. The Transformed, whose malleable DNA allowed them to absorb genetic traits of other species would lead Humanity in the exploration of new worlds after we lost our home in the Sol System.

You see, I was just a baseline human, good genes, nice teeth, good skin, and until it fell out in my fiftieth year, a nice head of hair. Two hundred years ago, I was also the most celebrated hero; indeed, I was the last hero of the Exodus of Man. They named a starship after me, they named a continent after me, they named thousands of children after me. And to me that was a strange thing, seeing how I did not actually survive the experience.

To ponder this, and to explain why you are now able to know any of this, you have to know a bit more about Old Earth.

I remembered the stink of the war. It got up into your nose and never left. You could smell the burning flesh, the expended rounds, the fear, exhilaration, the blood-lust, the sheer terror of the Henrenki boiling up out of the ground in every major city on the planet.

I remembered the fighting, the endless fighting, the bravery of our young ones, their ceaseless dying, wheat before the scythe. When we retreated, the Henrenkai came, wave after wave, like the ocean filling in the beach of our dead.

I remembered them as they swarmed over our positions with machine guns blazing; our bullets tearing into their nacreous, resilient flesh but they kept coming.

Things looked hopeless until the New Men appeared, with their mysterious talk about the Art of War, talk of the brush strokes of their weapons, their mastery of their mysterious battle-trance. In those days, all we knew of war was the spastic struggling of the uninitiated to battle. We had been too long at peace.

Our struggles for survival, even before He came all but absorbed our attention. But even after generations of peace, we were still a warlike species and returned reluctantly to the field of battle. Every man woman and child was armed because this was a war without quarter and without mercy.

When the Cognoseti revealed His existence, He rose from the oceans, the Ancient Enemy of all who live in our galaxy. We did not know He was legendary. We did not know what scars He and His kind had swept across the face of that, as yet unknown to us, galactic empire. We did not know what He wanted, only that He destroyed all that we had, with malice and forethought. We did learn one thing: when He rose from the Pacific Ocean, we realized the nature of our enemy, He had the might of an entire world, buried within our own.

Mechanically-sentient, He created weapons like the Henrenkai from His very flesh, the organo-mechanical body in which He fell to Earth billions of years ago and hid in the iron core of our planet. He hid because He was pursued by the greatest species our galaxy had ever spawned. He hid and waited until they passed away or forgot; we are not sure which. When He arose again, He had been all but forgotten by everyone in the galaxy. How could they not; nearly three billion of our years had passed while he slumbered.

So we were forced to fight Him on our own, tiny simians against a god-like machine who had tried to enslave an entire galaxy. He fought us on land, sea, air, and even in space. What could we do against an enemy so incredibly powerful? He destroyed a third of the human race and had barely awakened. We lost all hope.

Then we received a signal from space. It appeared on every communication band, every wavelength, every technology, all at once. If you were watching anything, listening to anything, it appeared and told you to be ready.

A prophecy had sent them back to us. They told us it was time to leave our world. They told us to gather as much of our world as we could carry. We did not understand, but we gathered our resources, every animal, every plant, every insect we thought we could find and catalog. We even set aside entire islands, marked with force fields to make them stand out.

We had no idea of what the Sjurani were capable of back then. We did not know what to expect, but their message gave us hope, so we fought on.

I remember the first time I saw their ships. They blotted out the sun. We fought a retreating battle to their designated pick up points. They gathered us up with tractor beams, entire cities, whole islands. It was rumored they took the entire African continent. Something about it being a template for our entire world’s DNA.

They landed in their reptilian regalia and fought alongside us, as terrifying as the Henranki in their own way. Garishly colored in silks and metal, reptilian, festooned with gem-encrusted scales, loud, large, and boisterous; think of Old Earth fraternity boys armed with plasma cannons and rocket launchers and you will know something of the Rex, a warrior-breed of the Sjurani.

They helped us hold the line against the Ancient Enemy while we fled. They claimed they were the descendants of dinosaurs who had been born on Earth hundreds of millions of years in the past. We were too desperate to care. And too foolish to realize why that was more important than we knew at the time.

The evacuation took two weeks. My battle-brothers, old and new, human and Sjurani, fought until the very last ships were leaving the planet. Hundreds of millions were moved to ships every day, each scarred with the loss of someone or something precious.

The Sjurani told us He was soon to fully waken. Once that happened, we would stand no chance at all. The Ancient Enemy had only one agenda, and that was leaving the Earth. We could never allow that. Our planet’s gravity well was the only thing that prevented Him from opening a gateway to another universe – a universe full of creatures as powerful as he was.

But we could take the fight to Him: A suicide mission.

He had raised an island in the Pacific, a place from whence all of his forces rose to the surface. We would fight him there.

We infiltrated the Ancient Enemy with the help of Sjurani technology. We carried into Him an antimatter weapon, created by the Sjurani, with the force of a billion Hiroshima bombs. A weapon far more powerful than anything Humanity could ever create. His arrogance in being shielded from outside, made him believe he was invulnerable. Once inside His armored shell, we could use short range teleportation to penetrate deep into His neural network. Three groups entered the alien machine. Even if all three were successful, they told us our weapons would not kill Him. But we could wound Him, perhaps even lobotomize Him, for a time.

This would allow the two hundred million humans who agreed to stay behind to cover the final retreat. The West Coast of North America was destroyed in this final battle. The Rocky Mountains were all that remain of that coastline. One billion humans left the Earth in that two week period with some of the most terrifying fighting ever seen in any war, any conflict.

Once the antimatter was placed, I, the last survivor of three dozen of the finest warriors of two races, made my way to the surface killing everything in my path. I waited. The never-ending supply of Henrenkai continued to boil forth from the Ancient enemy. In that last moment before detonation, I lay down my exhausted weapon and the Henrenkai stopped, confused by the act.

With seconds remaining, I assumed the battle occurring in space had interrupted my teleport and I resolved myself to dying, free of anger and the corruption of war. I vowed never to wage war again. My death would keep my promise.

I opened my arms and the battle-enraged Henrenkai charged me, their razor sharp talons poised to shred flesh from bones. In those final seconds, time slowed as I watched them. Close to me, I studied them in a way I had never before. Their anatomy was a marvel: Bones of carbon fullerenes, talons sharper than the sharpest steel. Wide, predator-set eyes, excellent for determining the distance to me, their prey. I could smell their hot breath, a bitter almond overtone, and I closed my eyes, ready for death. No fighting, no resistance. I felt the antimatter as it detonated. A shockwave swept through me. I could feel it in my very atoms.

Suddenly, I could see the blast wave of energy and could feel my atoms snatched away protectively within the teleport sheath. I felt my body dying as the waves of antimatter, converted to gamma rays and cosmic radiation, were transformed into the most powerful kind of destruction in our universe, in the perfect release, the ultimate annihilation of matter. No man can ever say he sat in the heart of a star and lived to tell others of it. Neither could I. It would have been breathtaking if I had a breath to take.

In that eternal second, I violated causality and was in two places at one time. I was trapped in the containment field, experiencing a quantum reality, existing in two places and in neither. I was onboard the ship in a viewing chamber teleported, so they thought, to allow me, with the remnants of my species, to see the death of my world. Such a weapon would destroy the Earth as we knew it. I watched, both detached at a distance and intimately aware of the death throes of my home planet.

For a moment, I could be anywhere and any when; I moved through time and space. I saw the Ancient Enemy’s arrival on Earth three billion years ago, fleeing, from the Precursors. He crashed into a small planet in an unidentified star system with a small yellow star. I could feel His terror, I could feel His near dissolution, His flesh, burned with a fire like a solar flare, tearing His substance apart. He submerged Himself into our planet and the rocky surface extinguished those flames and His terror subsided. He sank into our world, and His screams grew quieter, until after an eon, He slept and forgot.

As I stood there in the middle of the greatest energy release since His arrival, I realized He would not die. He would survive just as He did before. Our work was almost in vain. His massive, nearly indestructible bulk would provide one benefit. Those who remained behind would not be wiped out from the weapon. They would be stranded on a world still trying to kill them. The thought was terrible and the last thing I remembered.

I was the last human to leave the Earth two hundred years ago, an unwitting and unwilling hero of a war we all but lost.

I woke several years later on our way to Toranor, a system of Gaian super-worlds created by a race of highly-advanced beings called The Precursors. No other race in the galaxy has ever come close to their level of technological capability. They were as far beyond even our Sjurani benefactors as we were beyond ants.

The Toranor star system had trillions of sentients living in harmony in what was called the jewel of the Corvan Empire. Now homeless, Humanity and the Sjurani were offered a place on one of their lesser worlds. I knew I would never call this place home. I had seen too much, done too much. There would be nothing for me here.

All that I valued died with Earth.

I asked what a single man could do in an Empire of sentients with magnificent technologies, making our human achievements, even in the year of our Lord 2475, seem like children’s toys? How could I distinguish myself?

By providing the one thing all Empires need: New boundaries. I became a Scout. I was told the role of a Scout was a solitary one. I would be provided a robot companion if I desired. My job would be to map stars toward the center of the galaxy for planets capable of being terraformed by the Mariovel at some point in the future. I was promised the knowledge of the Empire at my fingertips and all the time of my life to read and learn it.

It was then the Sjurani revealed to me that I had died during the teleportation. They had never tried to teleport during an antimatter explosion. No one ever had. My mind was able to be reconstructed, but my body had died. They took my mind and placed it within a robotic shell that mimicked my own form so well that I was never aware of the change at any time.

I was angered at first. I walked around for almost a year, on Galtan II, our new home, knowing something was different, but not knowing what. Galtan II was like all of the worlds of Toranor, beautiful, diverse, fantastic. The knowledge that all of these worlds were created by a sentient species that was not God, boggled the imagination. Imagine a star system with twenty habitable worlds. The knowledge would turn our ideas of science and religion on their ears.

Galtan II boasted a forest that spanned the entire equatorial band of the planet, one giant forest whose myriad trees were connected by their root system into one organic supercomputer, a single hive mind which could separate segments of itself to communicate with other forms of life. One of the most amazing world-minds in this part of the empire. Yes, there were others. Since the Botani did not choose to live in the colder parts of the planet, we were offered the other two thirds of the world to live responsibly on. With the technology of the Sjurani supporting our own, we could be good neighbors.

The Sjurani told me that what they did, they did for love of my heroic sacrifice. They created an entire technology around saving my life. I learned later they held my psychic resonance in an energy field that consumed the energy of a world for years. I felt guilty once I learned what was done on my behalf.

I learned that my condition, once successful, because of my heroic stature, spurred a whole division of baseline humans to make the transition to the robotic. We were called The Transcended. They gave up their flesh to become the first robotic-human hybrids. Were there consequences? Certainly, but none of them ever considered it an unfair trade, except perhaps for me. I would have liked to have had the choice.

When I was appointed a Scout, the Corvan empire made a starship for me; since I was no longer a living organic, they made something faster than had ever been created before. I named it Hayward’s Reach after a small seaside town where I lived the quiet life of a writer before the end of the world came for us all. Before activating the ship, the greatest generals, admirals and Sjurani Rex came to see me off. They said wonderful things, heroic things about me and my sacrifices. I didn’t listen.

All I could hear was the loneliness. No, the alone-ness that space offered me. I thanked them. I climbed aboard my ship and synchronized my ansible to an ansible station here on Galtan II which would relay my reports. Since an ansible could only be paired once, something about quantum entanglement, it was the most critical thing I could do unless I wanted to communicate relativistically.

My pilot was a Cogneseti, a sentient intelligence housed in the mechanical body of a woman. She was the first of her kind, a mechanical version of myself. I started life as a man and became a machine. She started her existence as a machine and became a woman.

Her name was Pele. She named herself after the mythical goddess of the legendary Hawaiian Islands that are no more. When I asked her about her name, she said once she had studied human history. The tale of the Hawaiians fascinated her and she had taken it upon herself to study all of the notes on Earth’s Polynesian cultures. Our ship was equipped with a distillation of all of the knowledge of the human race. We would also have an upstream of new ideas and achievements when time and bandwidth permitted. When I asked her why she was coming with me, she said since she would never get to see Hawaii, the next best thing was to discover a place like it somewhere else.

She arranged our path through the empire and indicated we would reach the edge of the Empire in as little as three jumps and three months using their Gate system. After that, we would be on our own, moving at approximately thirty-two times the speed of light. It would take us three thousand years to cross the galaxy. We would be taking the scenic route, flying through as many star-dense systems as possible. We were the fastest things in the Empire, streaking away from all that I knew, and I was glad to be doing it. It was unlikely we would survive the journey across the galaxy. The Sjurani estimated we might live for four hundred years with careful maintenance. We promised to change our oil regularly. Pele laughed. The Sjurani just looked quizzically at me.

Sitting down, I called up a data-screen. The words were queued up from earlier in the day, waiting for me. Pele was sitting at the nav station monitoring the ebb and flow of the aether. I read out loud as would become a tradition for the two of us in the decades to come: “It was the best of times, it was the worst of times, it was the age of wisdom, it was the age of foolishness, it was the epoch of belief, it was the epoch of incredulity, it was the season of Light, it was the season of Darkness, it was the spring of hope, it was the winter of despair…”

I had always wanted to read A Tale of Two Cities, and at that moment, it seemed appropriate. I never had the time before. Taking my companion’s hand, this new season of light illuminated our souls as we fled into the core of the galaxy, to see things no man had seen before. I, once being the most ordinary of men, had transcended the human experience for something never done before. It was, indeed, the best of times.

Hayward’s Reach © Thaddeus Howze, 2011, All Rights Reserved

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Through the Gate is a concept project by Andrey Lifanov © 2006 . All Rights Reserved.

The Aspect War (6)

Posted by Ebonstorm on November 21, 2012
Posted in: Chapter, Short Story, The Aspect War. Tagged: animals, Aspect, Bastet, beauty, Bronx, cats, magic, nature, Sabra, The Aspect War, transformation. 1 Comment

Sabra’s Cats

Sabra smiled.

She brought her cat in from the outside.

She was an older woman who had lived in the tenement in the Bronx for as many years as she could remember. She had a number of cats inside the house already. But no one could say it was too many cats, because if you did not see them, you might not know they were there. Each was a shadow or a whisper seen just out of the corner of your eye and would sometimes disappear when you turned to see them. Each was a picture of perfection when they deigned to come over to you, fur shining, teeth glittering in the candlelight. Sometimes you could pick one up and marvel at its lithe and muscular nature, the ever gentle scent of mint that rose from their fur.

Sabra was different than other old cat ladies in a number of ways. She did not appear to be as crazy as most. Yes, she wore the typical old lady clothes, stuff from a century earlier than this one. You never quite recognized any of it, but you knew it wasn’t fashionable any time recently. It did not stop it from being somehow appropriate for her and she wore it with a type comfort unseen with today’s plastic, polyester, over the top clothing which may be perfect for the time but no one would remember it a year or two from now and no one would ever admit to ever having worn it.

No, her clothing was timelessly beautiful, just like she was. Her face appeared to be that of an old woman with warm lines whenever she smiled a you, laughing lines around her eyes and while her cheeks had narrowed, they were once full and soft, and had a curve that enticed you to approach her neck and just sit there, near her perfect ears and long, dark hair, now white, but still long and strangely luxurious. And while she appeared to be a woman in her late sixties or early seventies, her stride was only occasionally one of a woman whose body was in it golden years. Most of the time, you might see the shadow of another, younger, more vibrant woman and wonder what she might have been like in her youth.

Sabra was certainly a mystery to everyone who saw her, because you could only seem to see her as a collective. If you focused on any single thing, the way we just did, you might notice more than you were supposed to and that might be bad for you. Sabra’s neighbors had learned to ignore the peculiar old woman who might talk to herself as she trundled up the stairs with cans of cat food and vegetables. She would let the young men in the rough neighborhood carry her bags upstairs but none were ever rough or rude to her. There was something about her that let you know she would not tolerate poor manners. Very few people could remember a time when she did not live here, but no one could tell you when she moved into the neighborhood.

It was a strange thing among a number of strange things that did not make sense, but everyone accepted. Bad men, drug dealers, killers, and pedophiles would wander into this part of the Bronx, because it was a nexus of social activity, and peddle their wares, but this was not done often after Sabra became a member of the neighborhood. These men would disappear after they met her a few times returning from her errands.

The neighbors noticed this but said nothing. These men were not of the family, or of the people or of our people. They were other and Sabra warned them. She always did. If they did not take the warning and leave, the locals would shake their heads, mutter under their breaths about the diminished quality of the neighborhood and wait for the Song.

At first, people wondered where Sabra collected her cats because there were never any strays on the streets in this part of the city. At night, you would see a few of them, but you always knew they were her cats, clean, quiet, well mannered like her. People tolerated them and in return, there were no mice in shops or apartments, and no rats would dare to grace a trashcan for blocks in any direction of Sabra’s apartment. Stores she frequented also enjoyed that blessing. After a few years, her cats, became invisible to the locals, a part of the landscape, welcomed and yet ignored.

There was never a time this collection of cats was ever a menace to the neighborhood, nor did they stay up late at night singing and disturbing the neighbors. They might be out, and they might be singing, but their song was a different one. One that soothed, one that protected, one that said, don’t notice us, there is nothing to see here. If you are hearing us, you are happy, you are one of us, you love our song, and if you are not, you don’t want to be here. People who didn’t belong here who heard that song and were on the wrong side of it, were never found again.

Sabra would pick up her new cat in the morning, instinct brought it to her, confused, it would run toward the beacon it could see in the night. Clamber in through the broken window in the basement, climb the three flights of stairs in the old building, and wait at her door. She never recognized these new cats, but could feel its confusion about its new, simpler, life.

She would bring it in, give it food, get it adjusted to its new home and its new brethren and she would go out to make sure her neighborhood was the way she left it when she went to bed. The warm sun would always bring a smile to her face and make her think of a place far away, lost both in time and space. Then that memory would fade and she would tuck her scarf into her jacket and mutter incoherently.

From the fire escape, one black cat would watch for her, prowling rooftops keeping her in his sight and safe for another day. He had done that job for decades and took it very seriously. She cannot remember who she is. Not yet. The time is not right.

The Aspect War © Thaddeus Howze, 2012, All Rights Reserved.

The Aspect War (3)

Posted by Ebonstorm on November 21, 2012
Posted in: Chapter, Short Story. Tagged: Avalon, bright-sword, Fagan the Cruel, Fey, Firelord, Gulgan, High King of Avalon, King, Master of Caer Caleban, Sidhe. Leave a comment

The Fall of Avalon

Cuculane ran.

His footfalls ghost-like, his legs blurred through the undergrowth, whipping up a trail of dust, grass and leaves. The wind carried his all consuming rage, a spicy scent, as his power grew within him. He channeled that rage, into his power, for his power grew best when stoked by his fury. No day before this had ever kindled this new level of rage, and he thought no day would ever again.

No matter how monstrous, how unforgiving, how demanding he was, the only father he had ever known, the High King of Avalon, Fagan the Cruel, Firelord and Master of Caer Caleban, was dead and Cuculane had loved him. The thought stung his eyes, blind though they were, and tears streaked his cheeks, but they did not stop his progress; nothing save Death could. As his eyes burned with restrained tears, he thought of how differently today had started…

Cuculane was on his way to the western tower, striding in his war-gear to partake of a training exercise with the king’s Red Guard. His normally dour mood was buoyed by the idea that he might be allowed to become a member of the king’s personal defenders and bodyguard. These were twelve of the king’s finest warriors; masters of numerous weapons and sorceries arcane, they were chosen from thousands in the kings army. Each had to best one hundred of his battle-brothers and many perished for this considerable honor. Then each potential recruit would be forced to battle each of the Red Guard in single combat. Only if he could go undefeated against them, would he, as a graduation exercise, face them all. Today, Cuculane was prepared to graduate. The thought made him smile, inwardly.

As a member of the Red Guard, he would wear the anonymous red armor, fully covered and able to be hidden in plain sight. Then everyone might forget his shame, his failure of birth, his slavery to the kingdom. That he was a noble, but born of the Ur-Selig Court. Surely this would silence the whispers. This is an accomplishment that could not be denied, could not be claimed, as so many of his successes were, a matter of mere chance. He would meet in the King’s private training arena in the far tower and the king would preside over his inauguration or his defeat. There was the potential for a fatal injury but the Queen, having made his armor reassured him. There was no better mage-smith in the kingdom.

His new armor and weapons were a gift from the Queen, upon his eighteenth day of birth ceremony and he wore them with great pride. Their craftsmanship had stood him in good stead during his Quest Year. After his return, his war-gear was cleaned, repaired and returned to him, as good as new by the armor-technicians, fresh with new qubar coatings, new protection wards and plated with the family colors of red, black and white. He could not see these things, vision was denied to him, an accident of his birth, he was told. But he was blessed with other forms of awareness, so his lack of vision was only of limited concern most of the time.

As he came to the final bridge between the castle proper and the king’s personal tower, he heard the sounds of combat and the sounds of conjured flame sizzling through the air. An unexpected explosion tore throughout one of the tower walls and a terrible beast was blown free, afire, and it screamed, a sound so terrible, the staff in the castle proper fled, wailing in terror. The monstrosity screamed all the way to the ground, nearly a half mile from the castle.

Cuculane opened himself to his surroundings, the wind spoke to him, smoke told him of the enemy, their scent strong within it. The ground, rumbled and in that rumbling, he knew their numbers, their speed, their weight and their power. Sorcery, crisply scented, cinnamon sparks, telling of the flames cascading through the air incinerating everything in their path, everything except these horrors. The flames screamed their frustration, as the creatures simply refused to burn. They glowed as metal heated but did not die, at least, not at first.

The flash of bright-swords sang out to him, their rune-etched blades singing a song of devastation, each clang of defense or swish of offense, each unique, each telling of their ballet of death and triumph. But their songs were too few, the enemy too strong; this was not the song of impending victory, this was the song of defiant resistance against overwhelming odds.

Was that even possible? This was the Red Guard, the twelve of them could clear thousands of Men under any circumstance, no matter what the field of battle. They should have been unstoppable.

With his senses tingling, their information producing a world unseen by most, Cuculane pulled his spear into a two handed grip and sprinted across the causeway. Suddenly, the door on the other side flew open, blasted off its hinges. The door split into dozens of ironwood shards narrowly missing Cuculane, who easily sidestepped them, and a member of the Red Guard, Guardsman Prethos, from his sword-song, backed out of the explosion cloud.

His bright-sword flashed furiously, its flaming edge hungrily consuming chunks of the creature, creating sparks flashing against its steel-hard paws. Half the size of a horse, with the agility of a tiger, this creature’s screams caused Cuculane to stop in his tracks, involuntarily.

He had encountered these hexapeds before, even killed them during his Questing, but these were four times as massive as any he even knew existed, each step spoke of their density and physical power. Each of these terrors weighed six hundred pounds comprised of dense bone, armor plate stronger than steel, with teeth so sharp and jaws so strong, they could bite through the axle of an automobile. Through the open door, Cuculane  heard dozens of the creatures surrounding the high king and the Red Guard.

During the struggle, Guardsman Prethos pushed the creature back with an enchantment. The very wall, taking on the shape of a great hand, clutched the creature and squeezed it in an attempt to crush it. The wall trembled from the strain and the creatures screams seemed to destabilize the sorcery. But it held long enough. Prethos was already focused on another spell, this one was not one normally cast in combat, because it required expansive gestures.

To Cuculane, the wind spoke of a barrier, something that would be between him and the king, the formation of a Gulgan; an impenetrable wall meant to keep anything within it trapped. And everything outside of it, safe. You would cast a Gulgan, when you knew there was no hope, and you were buying time with your life. Finishing his spell, he turned back to the hexaped, who had shaken off the last pieces of wall and had scrambled back toward Prethos, who having taken the creature’s measure and freed from the task of spell casting, brought his sword down fully on the skull of the leaping creature. The blow did not stop the mass of the monster from crashing down on Prethos.

Inside the tower, the battle song had changed. Fire flowed freely around the room engulfing everything, the Red Guard and the king were combining their sorcery each of the songs merging together, creating an ensemble of sounds, a waterfall of flame. The creatures fell back, as if this were unexpected and they seemed to be, thinking, considering their plan of attack. Then as a unit, the creatures howled. The Gulgan shuddered, and Cuculane was knocked off his feet even behind its’ protective energies. Getting up, his nose bleeding, he listened for the flame song. He heard nothing but the cinders bemoaning their fate and the fate of everything around them. Prethos rolled the dead behemoth from his body, having been momentarily pinned by its bulk, and rose to his feet.

“Run my Prince, think well of us, for today, we failed the High King. But I will do what must be done,” and with that he took the blood of the creature on his sword and drew a blood-rune on the wall of the Gulgan, a rune of destruction, black forbidden magic. Inside, there was movement, both from the creatures and from the Red Guard. The howl of the beasts disrupted the flame magic and killed several of the Red Guard.

The king rose to his feet, holding his great spear out in front of him, its three prongs alight with its mightiest magic. “It is ready, my king,” whispered Prethos as he fell to his knees. “Run boy, I have never seen the likes of these things, ever, and I have lived three hundred years in Avalon. If this is what the future holds, we are no more. Tell them, leave or perish.”

The ground rumbled again and Cuculane was aware of the numbers, two dozen of the creatures still live, but less than five of the Red Guard and the king remained.

I know you can hear me. There is not much time left. We are all spent, but if these creatures get loose in the castle, Caer Caleban is finished. Whoever struck at us, decided to start at the head. They hope to break our spirit. Don’t let that happen. The creatures gather their courage. Of all my children, you my stepson, were the only one I trusted. Save our people. Avenge us. 

There was a flash of light. Cuculane did not see it. But the sound was the purest sound he has ever known. He knew he would never forget it. Then there was a blast of withering heat, an explosion he felt even through the barrier of the Gulgan. Then nothing.

*   *   *

Cuculane ran through the forest, a ground-eating lope only matched by gazelles, he could hear the hexapeds out in front of him. All pretense of stealth behind them, the beasts screamed as they lead Cuculane’s own hell-hounds through the forest at breakneck speeds. Cuculane moved with feline grace, gripping his spear ahead of him, leaping clear of the brush and landing on the other side and listening.  The sword on his back was only of arm’s length but with a blade so sharp, it could slice through the trunk of a tree with ease; he feared it would still not be enough.

Cuculane’s armor barely moved, and made nary a sound, even at his full out run. It was comprised of a mesh of qubar chain and ceramic plates that were light but strong and did not obstruct his movement. The armor would deflect a longbow or a bullet with equal facility. His legs were relatively lightly armored with only a warded mithral mesh to protect them. A silvered hobnail boot with a raised knob and a protective sole would keep him safe from the razor grass of his family’s keep in Avalon. He wore a slight helm, lest it interfere with his acute hearing.

His eyes were dark, strange pools of liquid blackness, with no irises, and no vision. Their lack of vision did not prevent him from knowing every step, every tree, every blade of grass, each whispered to him its location, its temperament, and submitted to his will, moving aside if possible, warning him if not. Each step was sure, powerful and propelled him to greater effort. Listening to the wind, it still spoke of the tragedy of King Fagan’s death, spread it from tree to tree, each shuddering with the news before passing it to the next one. Cuculane heard their whispering and remembered…

He woke up covered in a fine rock powder, in his mouth, on his skin, in his hair. He had been unconscious for only a few minutes, but it was long enough. The wind screamed at him, berated him, consoled him. He strode into the center of the court and found thirty of the six legged armor-plated monstrosities strewn about King Fagan’s body.

The nearby trees extolled the horror of the creatures landing within them, burning with awful fire and lying dead beneath them, at least a score or more. The castle walls wept chips of stone and bemoaned to Cuculane where the creatures were blown through them with such force, people on the other sides were killed by shrapnel.  The air was alive with the screams of terror, pain, and suffering.

Kneeling, he touched the High King, held his hand and felt the life leave him. King Fagan, Firelord of Caer Caleban, High King of New Avalon fought valiantly and his body showed the signs. He had invoked his balfor armor and its black, ensorcelled, stone covered his body from head to foot. Not that it mattered, the creatures tore slashes through it as if it were little more than a delicate foil, leaving deep and terrible gashes all across his body, a lesser man would have died seconds after receiving any one of them.

The Gulgan contained the explosion destroying only the tower, every living thing within it and then itself. Without it, the entire castle and the city surrounding it would have been destroyed. There was no way this many enemies could appear on the grounds of the castle… unless they had help.

The Aspect War: The Fall of Avalon © Thaddeus Howze, 2012, All Rights Reserved

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